I'll get over it, but just for today I'm feeling the burdens of my world. I am blessed with so many wonderful things in my life, and I know it, but everybody gets a little tired occasionally don't they?
I think it's primarily because Sally's death and all it's complications arrived just in time for Ironman. I'm trying to focus on my priorities, but unfortunately, I'm having trouble determining what they are from hour to hour. But I suppose I'll figure it out....or I won't All I can do is the best I can do.
One thing I know however is that there is no benefit in beating myself up over it. Things will play out the way there supposed to....or they won't. All I can do, is the best I can do.
I think I'll just feel sorry for myself for a bit, have something to eat (that always helps), and go to bed. The sun will rise again tomorrow....or it won't. All I can do is the best I can do.
easy bike ride, 34 kms
"To give anything less than your best, is to sacrifice the gift."---Steve Prefontaine
Love
Peter
I think it's primarily because Sally's death and all it's complications arrived just in time for Ironman. I'm trying to focus on my priorities, but unfortunately, I'm having trouble determining what they are from hour to hour. But I suppose I'll figure it out....or I won't All I can do is the best I can do.
One thing I know however is that there is no benefit in beating myself up over it. Things will play out the way there supposed to....or they won't. All I can do, is the best I can do.
I think I'll just feel sorry for myself for a bit, have something to eat (that always helps), and go to bed. The sun will rise again tomorrow....or it won't. All I can do is the best I can do.
easy bike ride, 34 kms
"To give anything less than your best, is to sacrifice the gift."---Steve Prefontaine
Love
Peter
You're so totally normal! If you weren't feeling tired and burdened, I would definitely worry, but you are normal. You feel the terrible loss of Sally, you have pre-Ironman nerves building (a good thing) and along with the rest of your life, you feel the weight, so you get tired and want to have a snack and go to bed. Just Do It! Remember, BE NOT AFRAID!!
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